Why are we fighting?

Why are we fighting?

Female Ruby Throat Hummingbird readies for take-off to defend "her" feeder from rivals.

Female Ruby Throated Hummingbird readies for take-off to defend “her” feeder from rivals.

In my area of South Louisiana, we have been fortunate to receive a little rain on August 11 and 12.  The rain has cooled the temperatures to the point where it no longer feels like we are living on the surface of the sun!  With the rain cooled temperatures, I have been able to sit on my porch for a few minutes and enjoy God’s beautiful creation, including watching the birds.  I have been a bird watcher for almost as long as I can remember.  In one house, we had a large picture window in the dining room.  We would sit, eat our meals, and watch the birds at the feeder outside.  One Christmas, I received a Peterson’s Guide to Wild Birds and we would identify the species, then check off the cardinals, chickadees, tufted titmice, and other birds as we saw them at our feeder.

Female Ruby Throat Hummingbird takes a break from feeding to look for rivals.

Female Ruby Throated Hummingbird takes a break from feeding to look for rivals.

This passion of watching birds has continued as an adult.  Now, one of my favorite things is to watch the hummingbirds when they are here in South Louisiana from March to October.  I love that they are such talented fliers, able to hover in place or zoom by at high speeds.  But I don’t understand why they have trouble sharing.  My hummingbirds would rather fight over a feeder (and the sugar water mix that is in it) than share a drop.  Rubythroat.org says that this is natural and that the hummingbird is simply trying to protect its territory and food source http://www.rubythroat.org/RTHUTerritorialityMain.html.  I guess these fights are not very serious as I have never seen, nor heard of, a hummingbird killed or injured by a rival’s attack.  But I wish they would share instead of fight!  It costs very little for me to feed them- the water is almost free, the sugar is inexpensive, and one 5 pound bag of sugar will last all season and beyond.  Not to mention that I can make enough sugar water for weeks in only a few minutes.  The hummingbirds fight over a resource that is almost limitless and comes at no cost to them.

While I thought about the hummingbirds fighting over inexpensive sugar water, it occurred to me that humans are capable of doing the same thing.  Oh, maybe we don’t fight over territory or food sources (though sometimes we might), but we are still good at fighting.  As football is starting again, there have been several physical fights between teams, and even within teams, as players “fight” for playing time and a spot on the team.  Political candidates are “fighting” for their party’s nomination and your vote.  While political candidates may not be struggling with one another physically, they use “fighting words” that can sometimes be as harmful as physical confrontations.  Several candidates are already in hot water over controversial, even derogatory, things that they have carelessly spoken.

Some fights, though, are much more serious.  As I write, peaceful protests in Ferguson, Missouri have again turned violent and a Shreveport police officer was tragically killed on a routine call.  Then there are the fights that go on in our homes, hopefully mostly over homework or bedtime, but we know all too well that many times harmful words are used and sometimes, regretfully, physical force is sometimes used against those that we are supposed to love the most.  Like my hummingbirds, humans are pretty good at fighting.

Surely, you say, this would not be the case in the church.  But, regretfully, our penchant for fighting can also spill over into the church.  We are tempted to say that one ministry is better than or more important than another.  We think that one church is greater than another or to talk uncharitably about our neighbor.  We do all of this fighting with one another in the name of Jesus, who only hours before he was to be arrested, tried and crucified, prayed that his disciples would be one.  “‘I ask not only on behalf of these, but also on behalf of those who will believe in me through their word, that they may all be one. As you, Father, are in me and I am in you, may they also be in us,* so that the world may believe that you have sent me.” John 17:21-22 NRSV.  Maybe one reason we have been unsuccessful in winning the world for Christ is that we have spent so much time, money, and energy fighting among ourselves.

Like the hummingbirds, we have been given an inexhaustible resource, the grace, mercy, and forgiveness of God.  While it cost Jesus everything, God’s grace comes at no cost to us, except that we are called to give up our own self for God.  The next time you and I are tempted to start or participate in a fight, maybe we should remember the hummingbirds and the grace, mercy, and forgiveness of God.

Israel Pilgrimage Journal Thursday, April 30, 2015

Thursday, 4/30

Up at 5 AM. Drank my water while texting Jana in the lobby. Journaled about yesterday. Ate breakfast about 6:30 AM. Met our guide, Hilik, in the lobby about 8:15 AM, a little late. We introduced ourselves to our group of 8 and off we went. We tried to go to the Mount of Olives, but were turned away by police because of children throwing rocks. Went instead to the Old City. We waited at a park, while our guide parked the bus,

Walls and stone pathway that surround the Old City of Jerusalem.

Walls and stone pathway that surround the Old City of Jerusalem.

because no vehicles are allowed in the Old City. We went to King David’s tomb then the Upper Room. King

Inside of the Upper Room in Jerusalem.  Loved the vaulted ceilings!

Inside of the Upper Room in Jerusalem. Loved the vaulted ceilings!

David’s tomb was separated by gender like the Western Wall. Men on one side, women on the other. Hilik says the Upper Room was the home of Joseph of Arimathea. I’m not sure- no Biblical evidence- but it could be. That site, and many others in the Old City, was first marked by Helen, Constantine’s mother, the namesake of St. Helena parish in Louisiana where Pine Ridge is located.

Mural depicting what the Cardo probably looked like.

Mural depicting what the Cardo probably looked like.

From there we walked through the Old city to

Columns still standing along the Cardo in Jerusalem.

Columns still standing along the Cardo in Jerusalem.

the Cardo.  Which was the main Roman road through the city of Jerusalem

Then we walked through the Old City to the Church of the Holy Sepulcher about 12 PM. It was full. Emile and I waited outside, since we had been the day before. Most of our group waited 40-60

Outside of the Church of the Holy Sepulcher in Jerusalem.

Outside of the Church of the Holy Sepulcher in Jerusalem.

minutes to get inside of Jesus’ tomb and tour the church. Since Emile and I had been the day before, we decided not to fight the crowd. Our guide did not go in to the church, so our group missed the rock tomb and a few other things that we had seen on Wednesday. Ate in the Old City. I had a falafel on a baguette roll with juice. Pretty expensive- about $15 US.

Then we walked the Via Dolorosa. I think we had walked a portion of it earlier on the way to the Church of the Holy Sepulcher. The Via Dolorosa is a very winding and commercialized path. Rather narrow. Probably only 10 feet or so across in many places. Hope to walk it again before we leave. Tried to take pictures at each station, but not sure if I got them all. Ended at the Western or Wailing Wall of the Temple. Today there was much more joy and singing because it was one of two days that Bar Mitzahs are held at the Western Wall. The father’s cried when the boy becoming a man was handed the

Reading from the Torah at the Western Wall.

Reading from the Torah at the Western Wall.

Torah and read from it. Tried to get a few pictures of the Torah scrolls. The Western Wall is segregated by

Young man being handed the Torah scroll during his Bar Mitzah ceremony at the Western Wall.

Young man being handed the Torah scroll during his Bar Mitzah ceremony at the Western Wall.

gender, so after reading the Torah, the boys and men would go to tables by the women’s side or back near the ritual washing stations. The moms and women would throw sweets and candy to the boys and sing. It seems a shame that the women could only watch and not fully participate but that’s the way it has been done for many years. Our guide said Monday and Thursday are the days for Bar Mitzahs.

Left the Old City to go to the Garden Tomb and Gordon’s Cavalry. Much less

Gordon's Cavalry at the Garden Tomb.  You can see the two eyes and the mouth.  The nose has sheared off over time.

Gordon’s Cavalry at the Garden Tomb. You can see the two eyes and the mouth. The nose has sheared off over time.

tradition here- not marked until the late 1800’s. But probably looks more like actual calvary with a rock face in the cliff and beautiful gardens. Got some pictures of an ancient winepress. Garden Tomb had several chambers in it. Felt a little rushed here. Hope to go back, especially since it is

Inside the Garden Tomb in Jerusalem.

Inside the Garden Tomb in Jerusalem.

just down from the hotel.

Drove up to the Mount of Olives. Great views of the Old City and the temple mount from here. I think I got some good pictures. I didn’t realize all the sites were so close together. The Via Dolorosa is less than 1 mile long. We then went to Church of All Nations where Jesus prayed at the garden of Gethsemane.

View of the Mt. Moriah and the Temple Mount from Mt.  Zion.

View of the Mt. Moriah and the Temple Mount from Mt. Zion.

They were having service, so I was unable to get picture of the rock where Jesus prayed in the Garden,

Outside of the Church of All Nations in the Garden of Gethsemane.

Outside of the Church of All Nations in the Garden of Gethsemane.

which was underneath the altar. Got some pictures of the church. Walked through the olive grove. Very impressive trees. Hope I got some good pictures. I walked down into the grotto of Gethsemane where it is believed that Judas betrayed Jesus while the disciples slept there. Also in the grotto was 1 of 2 possible sites for the tomb of Mary the mother of Jesus. The

Olive trees in the Garden of Gethsemane.  Some may have been alive when Jesus prayed there over 2,000 years ago!

Olive trees in the Garden of Gethsemane. Some may have been alive when Jesus prayed there over 2,000 years ago!

other is in Ephesus. Mary’s tomb was WAY down many steps. Emile chose not to go. A group of women were there praying at her tomb.

Grotto below the Garden of Gethsemane.

Grotto below the Garden of Gethsemane.

On the way out, we saw St. Peter Galicantu church where Peter betrayed Jesus but did not go in. Got back to the hotel about 5. Rested until supper at 6:30. Walked around a bit after supper but the corner store was closed and lots of police out. Found out later that it was a protest over police brutality. Went to bed about 10. Busy day. Weather was nice today with highs about 70 and around 50 in the morning.

About our group:

A man and a woman from Portland, OR with their child, Samuel, about 18 months old. She is 5 months pregnant. We also had a couple from New Mexico. They are Presbyterians. Sat with us at dinner and visited. He is a CPA with a geology background. She has had several deaths in her family over the last few years. 2 Australians Julie and Annie. Annie is over 80 but stayed with us. I heard that she came without her husband because he is non-ambulatory. Julie wanted to stop and shop. I though she was going to get shot when she tried to walk past the guards to get to the Dome of the Rock where only Muslims are allowed to go. One of our group asked if the Via Dolorosa is in Bethlehem. Group does not seem to be very knowleadgeable about the Bible. The woman from Oregon seems to have traveled in the Middle East before as she helped me figure out what to pay at lunch.

About our Hotel:

We stayed at the Grand Court Hotel in Jerusalem. It was nice but feels touristy. Located next to 3 other hotels. Walk of about 1 mile to the Damascus Gate, past the Garden Tomb. There were several large groups coming in on Thursday night- very chaotic. They served fresh omelets for breakfast but not always on a consistent schedule. They had a beautiful courtyard of roses and an olive tree. The internet is good in the lobby, but spotty in the room. We stayed in room 937, opposite the elevator. It is a long walk around. Bed is very hard.

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